In search of distinction

Watercolours - Every night my teeth are falling out

Remember me saying that I want to do this drawing in colours? So I did. This is a first try. Took me a good part of my day to make everything look colourful but dirty.I still don't understand watercolours but I started enjoying myself.

Creature with big ears

Here's a creature for you (I should probably start giving them names, it seems unethical or something to call them 'creatures'). He's a sophisticated kind of creature - for dinner he would choose a young wine from family winemakers from somewhere in Australia. He would support family-owned businesses and young talents. He would see a lot of potential in their future. He would make a lot of money from them later on too. He likes the idea of the future - it's where you have to look for inspiration, not the past.

Meet Peter

Here's Peter. He lives on the other side of yesterday's shopping list. Well, I'm not sure if he's still alive actually. Probably in a bin somewhere.
I'd love to learn to draw comics. The tiny problem is that I haven't read a single comic book in my life. And I'm not planning to. Maybe I would, if I knew a really good one.

This is me in Malta

Hi, this is me in Malta. (silly Laura you are not in Malta, you are in this freezing country called Scotland!) Yup I know I'm not there but a girl has dreams.

An this is a beach I'm currently at. Mountains, sand and sea! (and yes I know I'm not here at the moment but wait till summer...)

Being a coward makes you do bravest things

Honestly, I don't know (and probably won't know) a bigger coward than myself. I'm afraid of so many things and that makes me behave in ways I never thought I would behave. One of the biggest fears for me is to be ordinary, to be boring. I'm so scared that people would think so, I'm doing my best to be interesting. I have no idea how is it going for me so far, but well I still have friends so probably not that bad.
Boredom is what makes you think all those weird thoughts. Boredom might make you feel depressed. Boredom is probably the worst thing in the world. And I'm sooo scared of it.
I'm scared of the darkness too. So I was pushing myself to do impossible things. Well, impossible for someone who's afraid of the dark. I was making myself walk around in the flat at night with no lights on. Cold sweat, I do know you. Walk in dark alleys (which is more stupid than helpful though), empty streets alone.
I'm scared of being bad in something. I might be - I suck in writing this blog for example. I choose not to think about it. As about other things - perfection is the only way in my humble opinion.